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Chapter 15

..

" Taweich raj3aaa??"


It was a7lam


I looked to her and then gave her my back

A7lam: Ana a7acheech redy 3aley


I entered my room and slapped the door behind me


Its not the right time


I'm scared of that old man ...


I talked to m7amd on the bbm


If he took my car's number 7g el police
If they call my father
What would I do?











The next day


" Mnera"
"Mneerraa"





-dad

Me: halla

I was eating breakfast

Dad: ams muta raj3a
Me: walla mathkr macheft elwgt

Dad: 1 wela 12?
Me: eshdarany?

Dad: 6l3ty m3a mnu?
Me: getlik leyanh w zamzam my cousins
Dad: mm

A7lam: eh rja3t 1 elfayer
Me: ok?


....



Dad: elyoum btzoren ahaly?
Me: la bzor ahl ome

Dad: khala9 elyem3a elyaya grandma btshofech wlhana 3alich

Me: khala9 next friday enshallah



Lie after lie ...


I just can't stop lying ...


Months mazert my mom's mom or even her sisters


And maknt bazor grandma


I really don't want to visit anyone specially my family from both mom and dad's side


My dad went out also my step mother



Mom called me


Mom: manor 7abebty
Me: halla yuma


Mom: ome w khalatich wlhanen 3alich
Me: 7taa ana walla


Mom: btzoren al7en
Me: sorry magdr baro7 3nd mama shrefa

Mom: weh khala9 elyem3a elyaya
Me: inshallah




I lied on bed thinking




" Aisha 7ayl 7aqera..."
"I should do something"
"What can I do ...."
"I'll show her how to mess with me"


....






With aisha -------------





3azez called her to go out with her

3azez: 7ayaty 3washaa
Aisha: halla

3azez: men zman macheftich
Aisha: shasawe ba3d

3azez: shrayech tonight






.....





And they went out together


When they were in the car













*Aisha using her phone*

3azez: bs heday ur phone
Aisha: ba7e6a silent

He took the phone menha bsr3a w dkhl 3al bbm

And he searched for "YO"

And he found him ....

W he read the chat w shaf his real name

Aisha: hed my phone 3azeezz!!! *shouting*
3azez: entay zbala !!

Aisha: yanet 3ala ay asas takheth my phone chethy
3azez: le'anna fath7enich eb my ask bs ana ma9dgt kent watheq fech bs 6l3tay meth those hoes

Aisha: watheq feny takheth el-phone ?
3azez: glt at2kd w 6l3 kalamhom 9a7 cham 9bay ba3ad ghera ? I loved you bs enty mu kafo





Revenge is sweet..

Chapter 14

...

R7t 3ala his profile and I pressed the "rest bottom"





He's name was yousef Al-x





He is my boyfriend yousef !


Can you believe that?
She's my cousin !
How could she do that to me?


I'm just like her sister !!!


And now she took my boyfriend meny?


I can't believe it..!


When she came out from the bathroom



Aisha: manor hatha my phone ?
Me: Eeh

Aisha: shaku makhtheta ?
Me: 3aysha!!

Aisha: hmm?

Me: 6e7tay men 3ayny jad ! entay shlun tswen feny chethy men 9ijich !yousef !!?? Youuseeff?? Malegetay ghera? Khale9aw el-boys ely bel kuwait

Aisha: ma9ar shay shfech bs nsolf 3ady


Me: 3ayshaa gareet kelshaaay latchathbeen
I never imagined you'll do something like this to me how could you ? I thought we were sisters and more!

Aisha wasn't able to say anything


She just went back home


And I stayed alone thinking and thinking


Is it real ?


Huh, Screw everything


From that day I didn't see aisha or even talked to her also yousef I broke up with him











M7amad called me

And he said ena yaby yshufny I told him its not the right time













The next day I called leyanah and zamzam

I have no one to catch up with ...

And we went to the avenue

6al3na from there 3al 11 w shay
W I drove them back home and suddenly I noticed that someone was chasing me

It was m7amd

He called

M7md: manooor park eb el-school ely 3al ymeen w rekby weyay

Me: la maby m7amd elsa3a 12 ela

M7md: shbaswe feich y3ne?

Me: la mu 3an chy ena elsa3a 12 muta arj3 elbait

M7md: shda3wa a7d byadre 3anich

Me: la murt oboy 7a6a 3enha 3aley

M7md: men 9ijich yalaa park now

Me: huff okay





I parked in one of surra's school w r7t with m7amaad



When I was with him....






chatting ....





Laughing ....








SUDDENLY!










Someone knocked the window so hard he Almost broke it



I was siting like my back on the door and my face to m7md




SHIT WHO IS IT??



I was Terrified so I screamed !




He was an old man




Then he went to m7md's side



M7amd opened the window


M7md: amer 3amy?

Old man: entaaw matkhafoon rabkoom hal 7azaa ga3deen weya ba3aath??

M7md: shaklk fahem elmmawtho3 ghala6

Old man: ana sheftkom b3yony nzalat w rkobat weyak

M7md: laa 3amy ghala6n

Old man: adeg 3al shor6a? awadekom wara elshams?

Me: la 3amy manby meshakel alla ykhalek

Old man: be3ta el7ayaa e7na wen ga3den matkhafon rabkom ? We9ltaw le hal daraja wen ahlich 3anich ?



....



I don't know men wayn 6al3ly hal shayeb



But we solved the problem but he took my car's number .....



I hope mayswe shay ....


I went back home 3al 1 am

While walking to my room



"Taweich raj3a????"













It was ......

Chapter 13

...
3aly started thinkin' and thinkin'
Why would I ignore him if he told me that he loves me....
He's not the same anymore
I noticed that

I don't want him to stay mad at me,
Ignore me
I feel like "ga3d a6y7 3omry lah"
I'm the one who calls I'm the one who starts the convo's with him I'm the one who asks about him ..... Well !

Not anymore


3 days of not talking to each other

Ali's tweets
" 2 faced people"
" Liar"
"Stop lying ...."
"I love you but you don't care"
" F*ck who play with our feelings"
" I MEAN YOU! YES YOUUUU!"

Le hney w Bas !
What did I do to him !?

Me: PING!!!
PING!!!
Who do you mean with your tweets ?
Ali: someone
Me: I hope not me ;p
Ali: shaka b3omrech

Ali's pm "ely fog rasa ba67a yt7asas 3aleha ;Pp"

Me: stop it 3aly ashkara 3any :D
Ali: shaaka b3omrech ? Did I mention u?
Me: ana mu 7mara

Ali: good, then 7sayty ena 3nich?
Me: shqa9dik blthab6 ?
Ali: I don't know , you know???

Me: waaay3 stop it jad! Why am I liar what are the lies ely gtlik yahom? Shnu ya3ne play with ur feelings? Can u explain ?
Ali: yes I can
Me: then ....?

Ali: you're sucha big liar super happy cuz u saw ur bro men fatra 6wela, w before 2 days 6al3a ma3a ?
Me: okay that's 1 y3ne mu Malzoma agolik why I'm happy

Ali: goly chthy w khala9 mala da3y chethb
Me: kamel...

Ali: agolich a7bich ta7greny ashkara u have bf lish matgolen?
Me: madry y3ne I can't tell u hal shay
Ali: lish t3ashmeny 3ayal ?
Me: shlun a3shmik ;s ?

Ali: tdren eny a7bich w alf mara as2lich 3ndich bf tgolen la ! You gave me a chance to love you more each day! You gave me a chance to dream about us as a couple! T6l3en ma3ay tsolfen 3al phone 24/7 tyen my room you hug me you kiss me !!!!!
You kissed me mnera ! I felt ena u love wala enty 3ndich tbosen ay a7d something 3ade?

Me: la mu3ady
Ali: then why did you do thaaat????

Me: madry
Y3ne I trust u, I like you, I feel safe with you I felt like I want to do with you those things

Ali: ur bf knows about me?
Me: which one?

" Oh sh*t whyyy did I said that x_x"
"Jad ana ghabya ! stupid mnera!"

Ali: cham bf 3ndich?

....
....

PING!!!
Me: umm ....
 2 ;p
Ali: aha.
Me: ;Pp
Ali: mnera you don't love me I guess you will never do so I'll just forget about you and move on
Me: ali la!
Ali: mnera i hate you! Zbala

"What did he said ::??"
"Ana zbala ?"

Me: 3ali e7trm nafsk ana maghl6t 3alik bkelma 3shan tgol zbala

Then he deleted me?

He thought I will be angry cuz he did such a thing like that :c?
Well, no I don't care at all!

Both of us ga3d "ntnaghaz" on twitter

Ali: "bitches stay bitches you can never Change them"
"Would it make you feel better to see me while I bleed ?"

Me: "I don't care about you"
"it would ;p"

Then I blocked him

The truth is I was kinda mad ...

Anyway
The next day
I woke up 3ala some noisy voices

Its was my dads laugh ...
And there's someone laughing with him too
Kan 9ot a woman

I guess I'm dreaming

10 minutes later

I realized that I wasn't dreaming I'm awake!
I went to his room no ones there

the noises men el-living room
When I went there

Dad was siting near a woman !

I was standing madry shelsalfa mtan7a

Dad: 9baa7 elkhaair
me: ......

Dad: shlounich shakhbarich?
Me: ......

Dad: shfeich sakta? Hathy a7lam morty el-ydeda
Me: .....

A7lam: shlounich manor?
Me: ....

I can't find the right things to say I mean I can't love her ! She's the one who ruined our family!

I gave her my back and walked to my room
Slapped the door behind me and locked it

I can't explain my feelings...

I called 3aysha to talk to her
Who else would hear me ?

Me: 3awash
Aisha: manoor wait shwy and I'll call
Me: oh ok

Hour later


Aisha called me w she's coming to me

When she came
All the time she was chatting on her phone

Me: 3ayshaa???
Aisha: haa?

Me: g3day weyay hedy el-phone shwaay mnu t7acheen? 3azeez?

Aisha: la mthawshen
Me: talk to me!
Aisha: okaaay wait baro7 el-bathroom
Me: huff okaayh

When she went there

I took her phone opened the bbm

She have a new boyfriend !!! Magaltly

From their chat 3arft ena they are in LOVE!!!

He's name was "YO"

R7t 3ala his profile and I pressed the "rest bottom"

He's name was ....

chapter 12

...
Nura: esh9ayeeeer???
Me: ba3den agolich

Hour later

Muna: yalla emshw so tired

And we went back home

12 am

I couldn't sleep
Just thinking and thinking

So I decided to call him
I have to check on Him

He didn't answer
And I called more than 10 times
He answered the last call

Me: m7amdd?
M7md: na3m?
Me: sh9ar I can't stop thinking about you i hope nothin bad happened
M7md: ma9ar shay, u said u get over me why are you thinking?
Me: I was lying okay! I will always love you
M7md: I love you way more

I tried to live without him but I can't he is the AIR I breath people deserve a second chance...

I tweeted " super happy :D"

PING!!!
PING!!!
And why are you happy???

- it was ali.

Me: oh , nothing important ;p
Ali: I guess it is goly ;p
Me: I met 3abood long time machefta
Ali: Mm
Me: are you okay?
Ali: E
Me: netham ely Mnafs ;pp

.....
Me: PING!!!
Ali: hmm?
Me: shfek mnfs ? Gelt shy ghal6?
Ali: no

I left the chat...

2 days he didn't talked to me

Once...

Calling .....
Calling.....
Calling....
I called m7amd more than 7 calls

He's busy :o!!!!

And it was 12 am :)

When he answered

Me: lish busy ? Mnu tkalem
"Angry voice"

M7md: 7alat ely yshkoooon "laughing"
Me: its not funny mnu?
M7md: khalod weld 3amy
Me: mm
M7md: ana getlich ena msafer weya obo
Me: eh

I was kinda mad at first. But then I took it. Easy

chapter 11

...
Nura: manooorrrr !!!
Me: shfech?
Nura: tetwq3en who I saw !?
Me: who?? And Where?
Nura: warach dash starbucks
Me: MNUUU???
Nura: shakh9 matwq3ena!!!
Me : ta7achaaay mnuuu !!??
Nura: m7amad
Me: really ! :|
Nura: kaho 6ala3
Me: emshy
Nura: wayn?
Me: anywhere I don't want to see him

We went to the nearest shop

Shitt,
He saw me

And now he is chasing me
Wen ma aro7 I find him behind me

The girls wore in the cinema they bought snacks and waiting for the movie to start

I went to the bathroom alone

Its like
2 bathrooms 1 for girls and 1 for boys

We I got out
M7amd faced me

M7md: mneraa

....

"Mnerraa!! "

....

I ignored him
He hold my arm

M7md: ga3d a7achech
Me: what? I really don't want to know shbtgol ?

M7md: mnera ! I'm talking to you la t39ben
Me: yala talk ! What u have to say?

M7md: I called u more than 100 marra lish t7gren mnera u love me and I do w adre ench still tabeny , don't u??

Me: NO, m7amd ensany lu ana ahmek lu ent t7bny matswe ely sweta ! The problem is ena when I saw u gelt ena u didn't ! Bs sheftk la w tgolha ena ana mo3jaba fek ?
M7md: hahaha muta gelt hal 7achy?

Me: m7amd demah ely ent mayet 3aleha rfejat my cousin w galtlha hal 7achy!
M7md: ay shy ! La shaku tchthb lat9dgen ay shay tsm3ena

Me: ana sheftk ma sm3t 3nk!
M7md: u mean ena ma tabeny?

Me: eeh
M7md: manor 3an el-malaqa w bala dal3 walla a7bich w amot fech w ghalat ome mneraa!!!

Me: ok aredlik bs aklim 3alik
Ma7md: haha tkhaaseeeen

Me: ok then bye
M7md: mneerraa !!! Stop it khala9 3ad don't over react shay 6af w 3ada forget it

Me: never ! M7amd word are easy, you won't feel it until u get through it atmana t7s bely 7sayt feh all those days I was burning jad I cried like a baby ! I USED to love you, not anymore my movie will start now bbye

And when I wanted to leave
He hold me and hugged me

Me: wakheeer

And I pushed him away

M7md: mnerra
he get close

Suddenly !!!!!

" WAKHER 3ANHAAAA"

It was a man !
He came out I don't know men wayn

I was so scared

And a fight began !!!

I tried to do something but I can't

So 6ala3t bsr3a

And all what I'm thinking about


" What happened to m7amad?"

" I hope he's fine"

"I hope nothing bad happen"

"God help him"

I went to the movie

I didn't pay attention to it

Just thinking and thinking

Khal9na and we went to a restaurant

Muna: manor shfech mu 3ala ba3thech
Me: la wala shay

Nura: men 3rft ena m7amad ehny engalbt
Me: laa shaku

Nura: embalaaa
Muna: waay3 lel7en t7bena
Me: laa

....

"KAHOO!!!"

 Me

Nura: mnu?
Me: m7amaad

I was staring at him
Kan weya a lot of guys

"F**k it !"
"shitt"
"God!!"

Nura: esh9ayeeeer???
Me: b3den agolich

Someone called and its ....

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To be continue

chapter 10

...
Day after day

My dad got worst
And mom couldn't stay with him
They got divorced

And now I live in my dad's house
Abdullah with mom

I told mom its bad idea but she ignored me

And we're not the same anymore
Its like everyone is living in his own world
Mashof my mom men time to another

My dad kela 6ale3

Aro7 arj3 nobody asks about me nobody cares about me

Anyway

I went with bedor "my friend"
To slider station

We was waiting in zero degree
Outside


There was a guy inside
With his friend



I saw his face before
But I don't remember


Anyway when I went to slider

After dinner

Bedor: aaa manor my bf yabe yshofny
Me: okaay ?
Bedor: wait in the car I won't be late
Me: okaay

Waiting ..... And waiting ....

Its been an hour
I saw that gut again !!

He was standing near the car

My window was open

After an eye contact

I turned my face
And called bedor

She came after 2 hours (:!

And we were heading to 360 to catch up with some of my school friends , long time macheft'hom

In the traffic between qurtoba and southsurra

Me: bedor shofay ely 3ala ymeny
Bedor: olala shnu hathaaa!
Me: hatha tadren cham mara achofa kan m3ana b-slider
Bedor: yabech?
Me: madryy

Bedor was checking her face bl-mirror
W she smiled a big smile so she can see her teeth and then put lipstick ;s

"She's driving btw"

He opened the window
Also I did !

He said: tabon
Showing us Dental sticks

Bedor: eee :$

He opened his car door and came and he gave it to me

When I hold it
He touched my hand
And lookin in my eyes
I took it bsr3a w turned 3ala bedor

Bedor took it
And then

Bedor: tabee ?

He went to his car bsr3a
Cause we must move !!!

He shouted
"Yess!"

"L7gonyy"

Bedor l7egta

Till we reached to a school in southsurra

He came

I opened my window

Bedor : thank you
w she wanted to give him back his Dental sticks

The guy: la maby ;p
Bedor: ohh

The guy was staring at me and said
: oh 3ndich blackberry 7ta ana

Me: hehehe
The guy: add me
And I did !!

He's way to cute

His dn "displayname"
 AA7

No dp no pm

And we chatted

His name is ali

W the day after
He put his pic as a dp

He looked extremely HOT!!!

Month later

Ali: manoor aby ashofch
Me: why ?

Ali: bs
Me: 3ala asas shnu ::?

Ali: friends ;c
Me: lool ok muta ?

Ali: kaifich muta taben ?
Me: hmm today ma3nde shy?

Ali: perfect ! Ahaly msafren ana bro7y bl-bait w our maids zayren
Me: ohh

Ali: americhh??
Me: okaay

It was 5 pm

I took a shower

And got ready

7 pm he came to my house w re7t weyah

To his house

He got a cute husky !!

We stayed till 10 pm

I felt like I knew him from along time

He's so funny


I lied on his bed
He hold my hand

Ali: manorr
Me: hmm?
Ali: manor I love you!

I laughed

Ali: its not funny
Cham marra agolich a7bich?
Why are u ignoring me?
Is there somthing wrong with me?
Me: no

Ali: then ?
Me: uhh madryy

Well, he is funny, cute, hot amazing !
I hate when he stare at girls
I kinda like him
But not love !

I felt something
I don't what it is !

I hugged him
So tight
Closed my eyes
And I didn't think
What the hell am I doing ???

He kissed me on my cheek

Me: yalla ali 6awalt
Ali: ok

In the car all the way to my house

* silent *

He kept looking at me and smiling

And when I look at him
He turn his face

Ali: taben shay ? I'm starving
Me: ana mu yu3ana
Ali: really?
Me: yup

*ring*
*ring*

My phone

Its yousef !!!

Rdayta my bag

Ali: answer
Me: la maby
Ali: why?
Me: 3awash t7n muta arj3
Ali: na6rtich in ur house?
Me: eeh

When he drove me home

Before I I go inside
He kissed my hand and said " I love you"

I smiled

And went

He tweeted "day to remember"

I tweeted it too

Day after

I was with. Muna, sara and nura "my second cousins"

In avenue

Nura: manooorrrr !!!
Me: shfech?
Nura: tetwq3en who I saw !?
Me: who?? And Where?
Nura: warach dash starbucks
Me: MNUUU???
Nura: shakh9 matwq3ena!!!
Me : ta7achaaay mnuuu !!??
Nura: ....

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To be continue...
@Thereisnochance

chapter 9

My life got better each day

Till that day came

It was just like a nightmare ....

When everything got worst and even worst than you think....


When I lost someone I love ...
When my heart got broken ...
When I cried like a little girl...
When I got weak ...


It ended where it started from
In khiran ...


While walking with sara

M7amd was walking with his friend
We wore behind him
He didn't know that


Me: saruu kaho 7abeebyy *blushing*


When that moment came

I stopped suddenly

Shocked

I wasn't able to talk

Am I dreaming ?

Is this really happening ?

Sara: manor shfech ?

She saw what I saw

M7amd was giving his number to a girl

Yes it happened
Yes I'm not lying
Yes after a long time relationship
I saw him
But why?

I don't know ....



I walked fast to both of them
But when I reached them

M7amd was gone

Sara talked to that girl
Her name is demah

Sara: hii
Dema's cousin: hey "wondering"
Sara: baghet aselch

"Staring at demah"

Dema: hala?
Sara: ay wa7ed fehomely raqemach :D?
Dema: umm hathak

"Asherat 3ala m7md"

Sara: ely labs blue jacket mu ?
Dema: eeh
Sara: ahaa allah ywfgkom

I was with sara I couldn't take it anymore
My eyes were full of tears

What I saw was painful
I saw him with my 2 eyes !!

Me: hatha 7abebyy "crying"

Demah and her cousins I guess, wore shocked


I cried !! I did !!

Demah: uh ohwa 36any raqma
Me: la tklmena hatha 7bebyy ...

She didn't say a word

Her eyes wore like a devil eyes
She gave me her back and walked away

How mean she is !

If I were her I would defiantly delete his number and be sorry for the girl ! Its her boyfriend !

I called m7md

I screamed I shouted I cried
All what he said was bulshit

M7md: men...menera men 9ijich a9lan yahel way3
Me: shaku raye7 ma36eha raqm damenik tgol yahel
M7md: la mnera mnera laa!!!

I closed the phone

May3rf yrg3 kelish
I deleted him on bbm
And he called more than 100 marra each day
I kept ignoring him

When I was on bed crying
Nora came to me

nora: manor 7bebty

And she hugged me

Nora; saru wartny elbent way3 jekara
Me: eeeh !! Hathy elmshkela !w yahel
Nora: tadren hathy mnu?
Me:mnu?
Nora: rfejat leyanah
Me: what :| !?
Nora: ams lama yaw leyannah w zamzam W rawan sheft leyanah salemat 3aleha
Me: ya3ne 9ij yahel :)
Nora: eeh

I BBMed leyanah

Me: PING!!!
      PING!!!
      PING!!!

Leyanah : haaaa :)!
Me: shesmt rfejtich ely m3ana ?

Leyanah: ay w7da fe 2
Me: ely sha3rha light brown g9er

Leyanah: el mu mt7jba demah elmt7jba fa6ma
Me: eh deemah ;p
Umm 36eny pinha :D

Leyanah: and why :s ?
Me: loved her style

Leyanah: stylha 7lo shaku tswelha add?
Me: abe at3rf *nerd*

Leyanah: tdwren rb3?
Me: eh ;p

Leyanah: wait ... Her phone kharban w deleted her
Me: ay shy sheftha t6g6g b-her bb
Leyanah : walla ma3nde yaha

She sent me a capture

Searching her name w maku

Me: ok

....


When we arrived home after 2 days of staying in the chalet

My tv got broken because of 3abdallah was playing football in my room

I wanted to buy a new one and I told both of mom&dad

But they wore busy that day
I took money from my dad

And thinking aro7 m3a mnu ....

*ring*
*ring*

I answered my phone

Me: alo

"MANORRR!"

Me: ha "laughing"
Zamzam: shtswen?

Me: baro7 ashtre ..
Leyanah interrupted me
Banyeee

Me: okayh lbsw

When I was just thinking who would I go with
Both leyanah and zamzam called
Cool

I picked them up
And went to buy a new tv
And when I was on the way back home
Chatting with the girls

Leyaanh: zamzam raghda "their friend" 3dnha booth
Zamzam: khanro7 bacher

Leyanah: elyoum akher youm !:(
Zamzam: yooh

Leyanah: manor :$ ... Emshy movenpick
Me: maly khlg
Leyanah: please allah ykhlech abe aro7
Me: mm....

And they kept begging me for an hour
And this went up by letting me have to go there

We went there ...
9 and half pm

Me: bs emshw ta3bt

And we get out
On the way

We started talking and talking and suddenly

Leyanh: zamzam s3od ghayr his avatar
Me: mnu s3od ?

Leyanh: wa7ed cute esma s3od al-****
Me: eh a3rfa m3ana bel-khiran mu?

Zamzam: eh shdrach ?
Me: adre w bs ;p

W 7anaw 7anaw len I told them

Zamzam: tkalmena adre?
Me: la mu ohwa ;p

Leen: y3ne tkalmeeen mnu? Mesh3l his friend?
Me: la
Leyanah: rashed -salem - .... *mentioning his friends names"

Me: la la la.....
Zamzam: m7amaaad :D ?

*silence*

Leyanh: tkalmen m7md :o ?
Me: hdena ba3aaath

Zmzm; Shlun ?

And I told them

Leyanh: eeeh 9a7 galtly demah embala she told me ena wa7ed raqmha w rfejta bchat jdamha
Me: eeh 7aqera

Laynh: 3ayal lu agolich :p
Me: goly
Lyanah: galt ena dagt 3aleh w galha hatha mu3jba feny malich sheghl feha w swtla add w ysolf m3aha w ehya tnfs w galtly lish tye tklmny 3ndah laha baklma

Me: waay a7qar menha maku ! Ana men snen akalm m7md the worst thing enha yahel w jekara !

Zamzam: uf 7dha jekara
Leyanh: bs ehya kalmt wa7ed w ahlha chakoha. W khathw her phone
Me: mnu?

Leyanh: wa7ed asmr 6wel ..... Esma
Me: haha hatha la7gny

Zmzm: golelha 7reha
Leyanh: hahaha okaayh

Me: hatha tadren cham marra ashofa bs yl7gny w ykhznyy lu yabeny chan aklma bs. 3shan a7rha demo

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chapter 8

me: 3awash yousef yabeny a6la3 ma3ah elyoum
aisha: 6el3ay
me: hmm madryy
aisha: w ana bawa3ed 3aziz ba3d
me: 3ad wen nrou7
aisha: walla madry .. shrayech 360
me: hahaha tha7kteny
aisha: hehehe
me: khanro7 mukan maku a7d
aisha: haw lish
me: taben khalg allah kela yshofch ? shebgolon etha shftay a7d y3rfch
aisha: inzaain weeyn?
me: oh nsayt elyoum khaly osamah raje3 men france 3elaj
aisha: yooh nsayt 
me: huff shnswe b3dd


at 7 pm we all went to my uncle's house because he just arrived from france 3elaj so everyone was there

i have cousins "men my mother side" mu wayed m3ahom
they are: leyanah- zamzam "sisters" and rawan

g3adaw weyana

chethy ma3a el-suwalif

they told us ena kel wa7da had crush on a guy

i was shocked i remembered ena kanaw yahal tafkerhom kelish not the way i think akher marra they heard me talking to 3essa w they told their mother and she told my mom bs mama ma9dgtha

from that time` magmt ashofhom w bel-zuwara mag3d m3ahom

they were honest with us 

bs i cant trust them so i wont tell them about both yousef and m7amd

mom: manour yadetch tabe eljam3ya w ge6eha baitha w b3den t3aly hne
me: al7een?
mom: ee ta3bana rdeha
me: ok

leyanah told me enha btye ma3ay
so gtlha okay

when i went outside i saw leyanah - zamzam - rawan and aisha barra
kelhom beyon ma3ay

its okaay

wdayt grandma qurtoba co-op
w ga6etha her house

leyanah: khanroo7 bacher 360 please
me; madrey
aisha: la elkhames elyay
rawan: ee sunday 3nde exam
zamzam: tara ekhty t2alef etha omy martht?
leyanah: hufff khala9 next Thursday


week passed


at thursday men 4 pm the girls 3endy 3ala ma we get ready and the the way time we9alna at 7 pm

we ate dinner in cacao room


w 6al3na men 360 11 and half
zamzam and leyanah 7anechaw ela yabon sa7el qurtoba

when we got out 2 cars la7gtna
wa7ed la7gna len qurtoba w ra7 bs elthany kelish mu rathy yroo7

re7t sa7el qurtoba 
it was 12 am

i parked 3ashan leanah and zamzam

ela msakra

and that red car parked yamna w i opened the window 

the guy said: ambeeh tara ana 7ady ta3ban ekhthaw raqma
and the guy who sat yamah was uglier than a dog!

aisha: manor gal "ambeh"
manor: awl marra ashuf 9bay ygol ambeh
aisha: ely ysog mazyon

the two guys were waiting for us while deciding 

aisha: mnera la jekar magdr

there were 2 cars yam sa7el shafona 3balhom mwa3den

aisha: manor emshay EMSHAAY!
me: inzain latkhr3enyy!!!!

i dont know how suddenly a million cars was around us!!

shit!!! 

zamzam: men wayn 6la3aw hathouuul!!!
leyanah: yumaaaa akhaaf
aisha: lat9arkhooon tnarfzoon
rawan: OBOOY DAAG!!!

when she said that we closed the music and faja'a ba3d 9rakh 9ar hdooooo2

rawan: halla yuba
her dad: omech daga tgol lel7einch maw9ltay elbait
rawan: eh ga3d ng6 bnat khalty byothom
her dad: 6awltw
rawan: la tkhaf shwy w ana raj3a
her dad: khala9 okay salam

she closed it

and the mess started again

leyanah: ahalna kelhoom b-qurtooba layshofonaaa
me: SEEKTAAAW!!!
*silence*

me: lat9arkhun atnrfz ba9fe6 3end ay bait greb 3shan yro7on

at the other side
the street was kinda thej w i parked in a house hoping yro7on

wgefaw in the street w theres a car crushed another bs ma9ar shay bs el-guys teyam3w

leyanah: husha 9arat hushaa abe ard elbaait

aisha: walla adf3la bs laythawshoon

that car ely kant la7gtna came to me

the guy: shfekom
me: mu gadra a6ale3 elsayara enta sad 3aley w elshare3 wegaf :)
the guy: huh khala9 ana a6l3ha rekby sayarty 
he went to his friend to tell him

leyanah: walla el3athem mayrkb elsayaraa wen ga3den
me: ee adre inshallah markb syarta w ag3d 3nd rfeja

he came

me: allaaaah yerthaa 3aliik kel ahaly hny wala etha shafona yswolna mshakel
the guy: ee ba6l3ha lich

me: enta sad 3aley wakher w ana a6le3ha
the guy; uf hatha yezay inzain
he went

aisha; shfe hatha mnafes
me; 7grryyy

im trying to get out of this place 
w everyone helped us by waving to us ely reej3ay shwyy w stop w chthy

when i wanted to go
a guy opened his window 
" mat3rfen tsogen? tawch m6l3a el- license ?"

me; chub
i dont know how i told him chub bs 7aail narfzzny

the guy replied " ta3aly 6geny ba3ad"

w i went home so fast and still that car la7gtna
before la o9al my house

*phoneringing*

rawan:ome ome

she answered 
and she told her ena shes waiting for her in my house barra

w that car la7gtna wgft shwy b3ed 3an my house w i told him
the guy: uff ekhthaw raqma khal9ony
me: khala9 we9alna bautna roo7 yer7am omek
the guy: al7eeen ana sa3dtkom tadren cham wa7ed la7gkom 100 alf wa7ed!
aisha; ok ya36ek el3afya mashkur matg9r khala9 manby t9er salfa

w re7t my house w elghaby wagef jedamy!
om rawan shafeta

nzalt rawan

w ana bage6 leanah and zamzam their home

when i drove my car mesha waray

shit!!!

lama 6al3t men qurtoba ra7!! after along time chasing 

ga6ayt leyanah and zamzam their house w r7t my house and slept 

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chapter 7

over-thinking is killing me




i cant live in his lie anymore





i cant see my mom like this




she doesn't know whats happening behind her



im trying to find a way that i can let her know this




but i don't want something bad to happen




cause they are my parents i love them




so i decided 




and i will do it









12 am

finally my parents came back

i was in the room

telling my self

" i can do it"

" i will do it"

...


....


....


i went to their room

my mom was sitting on the bed talking to grandma 

my dad wasn't there

as soon as she closed the phone i told her


" yuma ana lazem agolch"



mom: shetgolen?

me: oboy ...

mom: shfee?




me: he's cheating in you

my mom was so shocked that her mouth was open 

the way i told her was really stupid

mom: entay shga3ed tgolen?

suddenly my dad popped 

" ENTAY SHETGOLEEEEEN?"

yelling at me



he was in the bathroom

fuck am i that stupid i forgot that maybe he will be in the bathroom 

wrong time

wrong place

wrong way to say it


me: ana ga3d agol el9ij!!

mom: shlun?

me: i heared him talking to a girl in the middle of the night walla sma3ta

mom: "laughed" ana kent ga3d a7achy

dad: khalay 3endch theqa feny

me: whaaat ?? yuma walla el3athem w tahawsht ma3ah w gale ena ga3d y7achy rfeja!

mom: ana knt daga 3aleh elfayer gabl cham youm

it shows that the night after maybe mom called dad but she wouldn't believe me

both of them shouted at me 


i cried

but i'm not that weak !
i'm gonna let her believe me

i took my daddy's phone

i told him to open it

he did

the truth is he wasn't afraid !

i searched "خلف بو2"
















"not found"




crap ! he changed it








suddenly i "dad's phone" received a whatsapp message






from "العنزي فهد"

its says 


"حبيبي"
"وينك"
"رديت البيت"

neyahaha

got youuuu

  i opened the chat

w i showed mom everything !

she really was shocked

when i saw the tear that fell from my mom's eye

i regretted doing this

i really don't know why the hell did i do that

whats wrong with me

i knew that mom isn't strong enough to know the truth

i blew up everything

they had a fight and my mom went out of the house 

12 and half am !!!




dad: 12 belail ween btro7een??

mom: wakher 3anyyy


and shes gone .....



dad: sheftay shsawetaaay?

i gave him my back and went to my room

i tried to call mom but i knew after that she forgot her phone in the house 



huhhhhh

" what have i done?''


"i wish i could run"


"away from this ship going under"


"im just trying to help"


"by showing the truth"


"i just hurt everyone else"


"i feel like the weight of the world is on my shoulder"


"what can i do ?"


"i just want to fix it''


"can i start again?"


"my best intentions keeps making a mess of things"


"i have to stay and face my mistakes"


" how can i get stronger and wiser to get through this?"


"my good isn't good enough "


"where can i find someone who will see how much i care"


"its another night of tears"


i cried as hard as i could 

i don't care how loud it was

i woke-up the next day

i went to the bathroom

when i got out

i found my parents in the living room

my mom was crying 

i blew up everything

when i came 

mom hugged dad 

and now they are ok!

she got mad at him just for a one night?

is that all she can do?

and now she trusts him again?

its over!

i want them to be back together

but there fight lasted for 1 night 

maybe he didn't leave that girl

huffff if i catch him again !!!!.......

day passed normally 



today is the first day at my collage #cba

i was afraid 

waayyeed  mu shwaya

i had to let my parents drive me there

and i dont know the way too!

when i was in the car

watching the girls and boys

my heart rate raised 

me; mabyy aroo77 akhaaaaf

dad: shnu tkhafen ? chena awal youm belmadresa

me: akhaaf 

mom: samay w yala nezlay

me: mabyyy 

both my parents laughed

mom: yalla nezlay manor khala9 kebarty e3tamday 3ala nafsch

i don't know why kent 7AAIL khayfa!

tear fell from my eye

dad; "laughed so hard"

tabecheen? men 9ij? shnu ykhare3 bel-jam3a?

me: madry wen arou7 ma adl ma a3rf shasawe mabyyy

mom: haw manoor men 9ijch tabchen yalla 3ad la tetdal3een

this conversation went up by letting both my mom and dad to drive me to the class

i wasn't embarrassed of me walking with my parents in the collage just like a little girl 
on her first day at school


i held my moms hand

me: yuma b6ny y3wrney

mom: 3adee

dad: shofay elnas sh7alathom maykhafon 3ade maku shay

me: yumma baraje3 yumaaaaa

we ran to the bathroom 

and of course dad asked everyone where is the restroom

till we went there

but i didn't throw-up 

my parents walked to me to the class

dakhlt ga3adt with the other girls and the doc was there

when i sat 

i saw mom&dad wore waving to me and smiling 

doc "laughed" law sma7taw

and they are gone

i hid my face

i was embarrassed when they did such a stupid thing!
lol


anyway


at the gathering
, friday 

after lunch

while eating dessert 

my mom said what happened to everyone and they laughed so hard

i chatted with aisha

me: 3awash yousef yabeny a6la3 ma3ah elyoum

aisha: 6el3ay

me; hmm madryy

aisha: w ana bchuf 3aziz ba3d

me: 3ad wen nro7

aisha: walla madryy



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chapter 6

someone entered my room





it was abdullah

abdlah: oboy yabech

me: ok im comin


i went to my father 


dad: 3bod 7beeby ro7 ghorfetek badel b7ache mnera shwy

abdulah: inshallah

and my bro left us alone 

dad: mnera

me: hmm?

dad: omech raj3a ba3ad cham youm

me: mm

dad: mu tgolen ely 9ar w t2alfen 3leha la t7renha w ohwa a9lan mafe shay ana gtlch e7na elrb3 n7achy ba3th chthy

me: okay but i know whats happening and you don't know how much i hate you now i never thought my dad chethy i ...

dad: GETLCH MAKU SHAY FEHMAY 3AD


me: ok



and went to my room

been along time  i didn't talk to yoyo nor m7amd so i decided to call m7amd bs he didn't pick it up so i called yousef

chatted with him all night long

*doorknok*

abdulah came

abdulah: manor mnu t7achen

me: 3washa

abdulah: abe a7acheha

me: hehe laa laa dshat el7mam

i closed the phone

me: 7bebyy khayef?

abdulah: abyy omyy

me: come here

i hugged him w khaleta ynam 3ndy this day


days passed ome rja3at w we took her from the airport 

at the night mammy and dad went out for dinner alone

y3ne romantic 

and she doesn't  know that her husband is cheating on her

she thinks that he loves her

i wish i can fix this

i wish i can find the perfect solution 

i wish my life gets better

i wish....




he doesn't even care 

he makes me wanna pull my hair out



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CHAPTER 5

i was talking to my self







"his mind is somewhere far away"







" i have to do something!"





"why be afraid?"





i decided to let him know that i know everything about him






i went to the living room


standing in front of him so brave 



dad: khala9 okaay salam

oh manor ga3da?


i wanted to say something


but i cant



i was thinking of mom if she found out




fear is chasing me
my eyes wore full of tears



i suddenly had a hard time breathing

i panicked


i fell on the floor crying like a baby

crying so loud



dad turned off the music and came to me


i don't want to see him i don't want to talk to him


dad: shfech tabcheen


he almost  hugged me


me: back off

dad: shfeech mnera?

me: i hate you GO AWAAY


i ran to my room

slammed the door behind me

and locked it

l kept screaming and crying

i held the pillow

and held it against my mouth

and yelled as hard as i could

i hugged my teddy bear

and told him everything

i don't care if he understood me

at least he stayed quiet

and listened to me when i talked


my eyes wore red 





"mneraaa b6aly elbab"






"mneerraaa khal afahmech"







"mneerraaa yalaaa"





it was my father




he cant say anything

i know whats happening i'm not kid anymore



i'm a woman i understand


i know, i feel, i think




but daddy thinks that im still his baby girl



suddenly



i don't know whats happening to me



i wiped my tears

took a breath



opened the door

and smiled at his face


he sat on my bed


dad: mnera 7bebtyy lish tabchen maku shay

me: who are you talking to?

dad: rfejy

me: oo mnu hatha?

dad: 9a7byy bu khalaf

me: chthy t7achy

dad: ee e7na n7achy ba3ath shfeech



he hugged me but i pushed him away and stood up


me: yuba 3balk ana lel7en yahel? im not a kid stop lying  i know it not your friend

dad: la yubaa shfech chthy "laughed" 

me: abe at2akad prove it

dad: shtabeny aswe?


i went to the living room and took his phone


came back to him


" unlock it"

i told him in loud voice with anger 


he unlocked his iphone and told me


dad: taben t7achena? "laughing"


me: ee?


6ala3 his number "بو خلف"


dad: yala degay


he was confident and gave me an evil smile



i knew that this num is not the girl

so i went to the "phone"

"recent calls"

and sheft akher mokalma

"خلف بو2"



catch ya



he saw what i did


and i called



he took the phone meny bsrrrr333aaa and he said



"laaa hatha yeftha7naa"
dad




me; you was talking to him mins ago!!

dad: la yuba shfeech laa




me: I HATE YOUU I HATE YOU !! YOU HAVE KIDS DAD WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS?

''shouting at him''


dad: mnera 7bebty ...

me: OUT ! NOW!!



he went out of my room

i locked my room's door

and cried again



its so hard for me to see something like that


why the hell my dad chthy?

why cant i be like my friends having a perfect family?

why am i not normal ?

why is this happening to me i wish i wasn't born

i wish i die

i wish i'm not mnera

i wish i have another family


i called khalty i'm so close with her shes just like my mother

i always find her when i need her shes always by my side 

shes not too old but she advices me listens to me understand me so i told her

she was shocked and calmed me down 

she said that she's coming to me

i told her that i will check on abdullah then wear my clothes w aro7 3ndaha i need her




i fell down


closed my eyes
and
breathed slowly



then i lied down on bed

talking to god

crying

hoping

asking for solution

i know that the only one who will help me

is my god

the only one who listen

the only one who i can be weak in front

god never let me down

i know what i'm getting through now bs everything will turn good
by time


i went to abdullah thanks god he was asleep

i woke him up

we changed our clothes


i went to daddy's room

he was sleeping

i took money from his wallet

then khalty called me


r7t ma3a

len 6 or 7 am

we ate breakfast out

chatted laughed

i had fun


at 12pm

i called dad



he didn't answered



i called 2 pm
he didn't pick it up



i called him at 5 , 7still


9 pm he called


i let abdullah talk to him


he told him ena 6l3na ma3a khalty







and we did





i saw him bl-living room

alone

abdullah ran to him and hugged him



but i went to my room





someone entered my room



it was ....


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CHAPTER 4

my room's door was opened and it was



it was my father



dad: w ana shnu?

me: hhh haa shnuu??

dad: mnera 36eny your phone

me: why?
dad: cuz i said so

me: the reason is?

dad: 36eny telphoncch al7een

me: haw lish shnu el-sebab?

dad: bs

me: lazem fe sebab sh7ga btakhtha

dad: tradedeen b3d 36eny yah 3shan tet2adben w te7trmen nafsch

me: ana shsawet? 3shan 6ala3t khala9 many 6al3a hal weekend bs mala da3e takhth telphony im sorry

dad: 3a6eny







i didn't want to show my dad that im weak and i cant live without my phone  so i told him ok




dad: jahze w 76e bghorfty nzlay t7t ghada

me: maby akel

dad: bl6agaag





when he got out of my room i slammed the door behind him




i wrote in my pm "add me on my other phone pin:23****** and keep this one"





6ala3t my memory card and the Sim card
and put it in my old phone




accepted the add requests



and gave my dad the phone



how smart am i
and  i acted normally :D






i wanted to act mad at them bs i have to show them ena nothing will change the way i am





i'm stubborn btw
if i want something i get it whatever it will cost me to





the next day mom came to my room and kissed my checks and gave me my phone and she didn't know that dad took my phone ela now and she was sorry for that


i wonder its the first time my mother apologizes to me


i told her ena still im not forgiving them




8 pm

*doorknok *





dad: manour lebsay

me: why?

dad: entay lebsay


me: okay
i was happy
and thinking where are we going




i entered the car and i found abdulah and mom in the front



we arrived to salheya complex
i remembered ena daddy promised me to buy me a bag and a Cartier bracelets
and i bought
mama told me ina daddy is in a good mood

so i took the chance and bought everything

after that we ate dinner

and went back home at 11




day after day
i started my final's exams




and i graduated



bs nsbty wasn't very good so i only have to study at cba
so i did




in summer vacation of course we cant travel
3shan the collage





one day





mom: waleed khala9 7ajzna ba3ad 4 days ra7 aroou7

abdulaah: heeyyaaa wen bnroo7?

me: yumaa shluun bnsafer w tasjel eljam3a?

mom: mnu gal btsafron "laughing"




dad laughed too



abdullah: why are you laughing

mom: mara7 tsafron bs ana

me: haaa lisshh shma3na?

abdulah: yoma latsafren w tkhalena

mom: obokom m3akom

me: wen btro7en w m3a mnu?

mom: m3a khalatch el3omra 1 week w barj3

me: huff okaay :c




the day came

mama will now go to the airport 

i hugged her very tight and i cried

also abdullah

and she went

i texted her whatsapp



me: yuma a7bich

mom:
 انا بعد احبج

me: yummaa latro7een

mom:
 كلها اسبوع و راجعة

me: take care have a safe flight walla i will miss you i cant stop crying 7ta 3abod ga3d yabchy

mom:
انشاءالله ة لا تبجون ابوكم يايكم بالطريج هلا هلا باخوج خلج معاه لا تتاخرين اذا طلعتي يله مع السلامه احبكم



its the worst thing when my mother says "halla halla bokhuch"

i cry alot when i hear it

so i did i cried and hugged abdullah

i felt like she will never come back

i love her alot although what she did

even when she does somethings make me mad bs i know ena all of that 7g ma9l7tyy



me: inshallah :'( a7biiiiich



and shes off

it was 6pm



aisha came



aisha: waaay lish tabchoon tra abchyy al7een

me: 3washaa abe omyyy

aisha: latbcheen

i cried

aisha: khaleteny abchyy manoor baas

3abood 7abebyy latbchyy 5 ayam w trj3

abdullah: 1 week

aisha: ee its the same yalla emshaw

me: yalla

abdulah: ba6l3 m3akom

me:of course yalla lets go


we went out

had fun

and we arrived home at 11 pm

i stayed up all the night with abdullah till he slept

2 am

i slept


3 am


i woke-up 3la 9out music

and who is it?

you knoww


hufff and dadyy is back again


but this time makan ta7t he was in the living room next to the rooms
i was almost to go out for him to talk
i heard something












" halllaaa bel7uubbbb"









is it mama calling?














"ana ba3d a7bich"








yeey it mama




















" hahaha la msafra"












whatt?

















"wen ashofch "











 who is he talkinggg tooo?????


















"  ... a7bik gol mu fe3ell .... eee elyoum ...."




i cant hear more




i opened the door and went to the bathroom

the lights wore off so i guess my dad didn't notice me




i looked at my self in the mirror


" mnera your father is cheating on your mother"






" she did what nobody have ever done just for us she loves us she loved daddy"







"why he is doing this?"








"is there anything wrong with the wife he choose to continue his life with"











"f*ck him foug shena gwat 3ena"









" if he want to live his live carelessly why the hell did he get married"







" why did he make a family if hes not ready for it?"







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CHAPTER 3

hello there i want to tell you that this story is true bs i added a lot of things so no one can know the true characters 
enjoy it



Saturday passed normally 
nothing happened 

i was about to sleep at 10 pm

but yousef called me

he was chatting
and i told him i need to sleep
but he skipped what i said and kept going on and on and on




12 am




yousef: manourr


.....


yousef: manooraa ? mnera?? manorr? nemtay
 then he closed the phone
















2 am




i woke-up because of a very annoying voice



someone was singing ....



i wonder whats going on  ...

i went to see what was that

el9out yay men ta7t
music was playing

i went downstairs

i saw my dad
alone in the living room

7a6 wansa tv w singing with them

i didn't talked to him

rdet fog my room

trying to sleep

my dad didn't stop singing 

and the music was so loud

hufff what to do?

i kept trying

and trying

to sleep

but i really cant







athan elfayer
gemt 9alet

then i tried again

but my dad was 7aaaail moz3jjj
reallyb i couldn't






suddenly

everything was quiet no music no voice

when i just closed my eyes



munera





"munera


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wake-up



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yalla madrasa"

me: maneeemt 

yalla gome madrasaaa

me: uff inzain khala9 okaaay

i went to school sleepless and it all of my dad !
at the middle of the day 
i was very tired

i called my dad so i can go home

but he didn't answer his phone

 i called my mamy's phone she couldn't come

so i just have to wait till the end of the school



when i went back home

i directly went to my room and slept

when i woke-up at 7 pm

i checked my phone

15 miss call from both of yousef and m7amd

,bbm everyone ping-ed me specially yoyo and m7md

i replied them all

half hour later

 i went down to eat lunch/dinner 
watched tv

dad: manour elyoum daga 3aley w entay belmdresa?

me: yea kent abek t6al3ne

dad:  3sa mashr?

me: la knt mu nayma 3adel

dad: lish yuba?

me: le'anna ams kent sahran

dad: ana as'har entay ts'hren m3ay?

me: la enta m6wel 3al music w you sang b3ad so i couldn't sleep

my dad laughed and changed the subject bsr3a

the i went to my rooom studying

i finished at 11

slept till 2 am

and i woke-up 2 :)





3la shnu?
3ala my parents shouting !





























































i went out to see whats happening
and my parents 
were having fight i don't know why

their voices wore soo LOUD

i felt that someone is coming out so i tried to hide

i saw my dad he was very angry
and mom shouted

he went downstairs 
and slept there


i went to mom


mom: shtabee??

me: yuma ana mnera

mom: ahh..... shfech 7abebty shmga3dech hal7aza?

me: your fight

my heart was beating fast

mom: la maku shay la tkhafen

me: mom whats going on?

mom: nothing

me: your fight woke me up!

mom: 7ebty manor latkhafen 3ade its just a mess-understanding we'll be okay by tomorrow

she hugged me

mom: yalla go to sleep

me: ok t9b7en 3la khair
mom: wentay men ahlaah

6la3t men mama's room

to my room 


but i didn't sleep

i was thinking what was the reason that made my parents had a fight for 





...





Tuesday

happened the same thing
daddy sahran down , alone

3a9abt 7ail y3ne he knows ena the last time i couldn't sleep!!

i went to mom

me: mom?

mom: halla?

me: hufff i can't sleep !!

mom: ur dad?

me: yes

mom: "laughed

me: mom i feel like dad is drunk, don't you?

mom: *laughing* laa what made you think like that

me: uh mom come one ! he's just like what we watch in tv and what that thing he drink etha sehar

mom: laa don't think that way..

me: tawa i talked to him i told him i can't sleep

mom: shgal?

me: gaal "oouu manoorr ga3daa ?" gtla "yuba ez3aj i need to sleep"

he laughed and skipped me..


mom: *laughed* 

mom: mnera la tgolen chthy 3an oboch yala go to sleep
me: hufff okk

i didn't go to sleep 

when i went to my room before i close the door 
shft my mother ray7a ta7t 7g dad

i followed her i have to know what will happen

and 
i saw everything! ...


mom: waleed ! "shouting"

dad: haa ?
mom: shnu hatha? "hold that bottle"

dad: cham mara agolch?

mom: waleed mnera shaka feek

"me: shitt laa why u said thaaaat"

dad: lish inshallah  w b-shnu?

mom: tgole shfe oboy chthy yt7acha chena drunk? waleed!!

dad: sm3enyyyy golelha hatheech mneroo la tchthb 3alech mnera chthaba
ana lama as'har chthy ta3ban shfekom entaw chthy?

mom; waled shfek you're talking about your own daughter?

dad: g3eday ge3day sm3ay hal ghnya a7bha

he turned the song louderrr


and i went up to my room thinking  


" i'm sure !! 100% ay shy tired chena drunk and what he's drinking?
mom had fight with him because of what i said !!
y3ne ome tadre ena dad drink those things

waay3  i hate him as hell y3ne you're married and you has kids ?"

till i fell asleep


manoooorrr
manoooor gomaaaay
manoooor

 "whispering"





me: HAAA???

abdulah: yala wake-up

me: huff sa3a cham lish labes bjama elbes ur school clothes

abdallah: bngheeb

me: inzain why are you whispering  t7acha lish khayef?

abdulah: 3shan ome w oboy maygomonw nro7 elschoolo

me: lish naymen?

abdulah: omy nayma r7t bag3dha chan oboy ygole la tg3dha khalha nayma w oboy al7en nayem

me: ok, out

abdullah: uff a9lan i'm going to my room anyway 

me: aah come here

i gave him a hug

me: you know that i love you!

abdullah: me too
he went out of my room


i opened my phone and its 8 am

i called aisha

me: 3waash

aisha: hallaa

me: btdawmen elyoum

aisha: ee?

me: latdawmen ana bagheb

aisha: la mgdr awalt ams sa7abt 3aldwam w el-esbo3 ely 6af khathet ejaza

me: tukfa matben ntrayag barra? 7mday rabech ghebt

aisha: la sorry manor magdr

me: uf malat 3alech bye

aisha: "laughed" bye

5 min later

*ring*

i picked my phone while i was in the bathroom 



"yalla lebsay i'm comin' "


me: yeeeey a7bch 3awaash wallaa

aisha: hahaha yalla khal9ay

we went out to have breakfast

and came back home around 3

when i entered the house

my dad and mom wore waiting for me

mom gave me that look " :) "

mom: wen kentay?

me: amm ..... 6ala3t m3a 3wash

dad: esta2thantay men mnu?

me: kentaw naymeen

dad: kalamyy wathee7 esta2thantay men mnuuu??

me: m7d

mom: e7na mu gaylenlich maku 6al3a men elbait ela etha est2thntay wen ga3den e7na? t6l3en men el9b7 till now madgetay tgolen yuma ana 6al3a ? and your phone 6afe

me: asfa

dad: ro7ay ghorfetch maku 6al3a hal-weekend youre grounded

me: ambeeee shd3wa don't over react  ...

dad: ro7aay foog la tradedeen maku 6al3a its over



i went to my room

told aisha about that

 
and talked to my self saying

" waaayy333 i haatee my lifee i hate everything f*ck my parents f*ck everything"

"uh how much i hate my mum !! and dad ..."

my room's door opened 
it was

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chapter 2

guys i don't mean that all the Kuwaiti's girls are players 
and i don't mean that this kind of girls is only in kuwait :)






back to Saturday night
i talked to m7amd all night
till 12 am
and fell asleep

i told bedor and my other friends about it

the week passed too fast



its weekend
at 6 pm

*phone-ring*

i picked it up
its sara

me: heey sara
sara: lish matrden 3ley bbm
me: my phone fog bghorfty
sara: okay anyway 3la ween elyoum?
me: hmm.... 360?
sara: umm.... okaay btwa3den m7amad?
me: la
sara: lish ? shd3wa khanshofa?
me: shtaben feeh ?
sara: bshofa y3ne shbe feeh?
me: uff okaaay
sara: yla shway w amerch
me: ok bbye
sara: bye


i dressed up 
put make-up
and i told m7amd
and he was thinking why would sara want to see him
and i heard pings
so nzlt and i found sara with nura

we went to 360
g3dna b-cacao
me , sara and nora

who's next to us?
m7amd and his friends

sara mashalt 3enha 3an m7amd

m7amd: manor
me: hala?
m7amd: shfeha ely yamch chthy tkhz?
me: hathy sara ely mayta 3alik
m7amd: ahaa wayed a9adefha 
me: mm

i put my phone on the table 
mins later

nura: manor fe a7d dag 3lech
me: okkaay

i took my phone
picked it up

me: haaaallllaaaa???
yousef: shfee omech?
me: yoyo shfeek?
yousef: first la tgolen "yoyo"
second shfech entay wely yamch tkhzon hal9baay??
me: ay 9bay ?
yousef: ely jdamkom bel6awla
me: hathak?
yousef: ee hathak :)
me: hatha boyfriend saruu
yousef: inzain entay shaku tkhzena?
me: galtly shofay my bf -.-
yousef: okay bsch khaz :)
me: inshallah anything else?
yusef: lat6wlen w etha khl9tay t3alay m3ay el-car
me: la maby omy m3ana hny b360
yousef: huff okaay
me: bye



i closed the phone before he replies

PING!!!

PING!!!

PING!!!

PING!!!

me: what :'(??
m7amd: mnu t7achen?
me: mama :D
m7amd: lish tkhzen hathech el6awla kelha 9byan
me: sorry bs mshbha 3la wa7ed chena my cousin
m7amd: tet7chayn bel phone w t6al3enhom ?
me: huffff shqa9dek?
m7amd: hmm nothing





sara: shelsafa "laughing"
me: yousef gale shfech u and sara tkhzon hathak el9bay
nuru: uf chakech
sara: shgeltay?
me: gtla enna hatha your bf w gltely shofy
sara: waay yaret 9ij

i gave her a look

sara: atghashmar shfeech?
me: elmohem galy emshay my car w ana maby gtla ome m3anabl-mall galy ok w m7amd galy lish tkhzen hthech el6awla kelha shabbab w te7achen mnu
nuru: uff ham hatha chakch
me: gtla a7achy ome w hathech el6awla mshbha 3la wa7ed menhom ena my cousin 


while chatting me and my cousins
nuru: huff male khlg the final exams
me: walla anaa!!
sara: hahaha ana ma3ndee
me: lucky you





the next day
friday:

kan 3ndna zwara
so all my cousins eb-baitna

after lunch
kna ga3den ana w sara w aisha w nura in my room

w nsolf about random stuff


nurra: manour golele salft 3esso
me: hmm.... shagol "laugh"
nura: shloun t3rfty 3leh?
me: 3essa cousin 3wash
obu 3washa kan byakhthom byerdhom elbait w 3essa kan m3ah chan ana a6l3la gtla khaly 3ady 3wash tnam hny eb-bait mama shrefa "mama's grandma"
w 3essa shafny w en3jab feny 7zatha kent 9ghera w ma3nde hal sowalf
3ogbha 3essa lma shaf 3wash bl-zwara beda ysa2elha 3any w galha ena y7bny
3wash galtly kelshay bs knt agolha laa ana ma3ndy hal swalf w akhaf w madrey shnu
b3den g3dt afaker ... ohwa y7bny w ana bdet a7ba
mrat el-ayam
w 3rft eny 7beettaaah chan agol 7g 3wash eny a7ba
el7mara 3balha gtlha ro7ay golela
w ana maknt abe yadre
w ra7t w galtla
w b3den kalmny
w 9art wayed swalf m3ah

nura: shnu elsowalf
me: lma bdet akalem m7amd w 7beta maknt abeh la 3essa wala elthany fa hdethom
bs 3esso 7anach
ma adre shloun we9ala khabar eny akalem m7amd
ambeeeh kan maynon ra7le elkhiran
w gam y9arekh ygol wala athba7a

nura; la mu men9ijch
me; walla w kent 7ail khayfa 3la m7amd
sara; ee tethakrt lama y9arekh chan tkhgenha w geltay 7g omech
me: kent 7ail khayfa shaswe ya3ne?
nura: kamlay
me: ome ra7t 7acheta madry sh2alefat 3aleh
nura: sh9ar feha omech
me: yatny tabche w 6agtny w khathat my phone
nura: 3ayal matdre 3anch al7een?
me: la akeed matdre
nura: shlon radat ur phone
me: sa7ltha w gtlha ma a3edha
nura: ahaa , ambeeh way3 3esa maynon
aisha: 7ram manor 7abch 7aail
me: ouuh tra ouhwa mu 9a7y yabe ynt7r 3bala baredla 3aysha khala9 ma7ebah a7ib m7amd khalynsany
aisha: nsach! w ykalem ghayrch 
me: mm good
aisha: shfech nafstay?
me: ha? la wla shay bs kel ma atthkra akte2eb
aisha: way shd3wa?

i left my room

nura: awch kl hatha le'anna tethakrta?
aisha: baro7 achofha

aisha came to me we wore alone in the hall upstairs and everyone was down

aisha: manor shfech?
me: 3wash ma7b 3essa bs madry lish e7tareet ena yklm
aisha: y3ne tabena bs yg3ad ytthkrch w entay ma tdren 3an hawa darah la w tkhoonena ba3ad?
manor: la bs madry lish 39abt madryy

i guess you all think that im  bitchyy
but you will find out why ...

my first boyfriend was 3essa 
3ogbha i had a boy as friend but i don't want to mention him its not important to
then i knew m7amd

and i loved him love i have never loved a person that much

but im not faithful i cheat on him with yousef

i want to breake-up with him but if i did he wont leave me

as what he said:
" 3balich etha hadetch bakhlech tethaneen no sweetie ra7 akoon warach waraaah"
hes crazy




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chapter 1

hey everyone,
i miss blogging and i miss all of you
so this is my new story i hope you like it




let me introduce my self

my name is munnera I'm 17 years old , white skin short black hair , I'm tall
senior in high-school
i have 1 brother 3 years old


my best friend is my cousin aisha
shes older than me 19 years old tanned skin long black hair she has 2 big brothers
i don't have any sisters also  aisha so we are just like sisters







Friday ,12 am :

my phone rang

me: aww omy daga 9kray el-music

aisha turned off the music

i picked up the phone
me: halla yuma
mom: munera?
me: 3younha
mom: cham elsa3a?
me: amm madreeyyy
12
mom: muta nawya trj3en entay w 3aysha 
me: tra z7ma w elshware3 wagfa wala e7na men zman 6al3een
mom: golay 7g 3aysha ena omha rdat el-bait m39ba 3leha wayed 6wltaw rj3aw gbl la eye obuuch
me: inshallah 

phone call ended 

aisha: manor tukfa shofay wayeh ely yamech
me: adre jekar mara7 altefet
aisha: maskeen yabeech
me: emshaaaaay

laughing

we finally reached my house
kan mu z7ma it was just an excuse 

my dad rja3 gable bs he didn't say a word
r7t my room and aisha namat 3endy



the next day
Saturday

i woke-up at 1 pm and i didn't find aisha she left 
i went to the bathroom ate my breakfast 


at 3 pm :

my tutor came for 2 hours 
after my tutor left 

i spend a 1 hour on my phone chatting and blah blah blah...

6pm i ate lunch

then i went with my driver to pick up my notebook from my friends house
her name is bedor
i told her ena n6l3 shway and her parents wore okay with it

we went to starbucks nuzha
g3dna shway

PING!!!

PING!!!

PING!!!

PING!!!

me: haaaa
yousef: weinch?
me:home
yousef: mm sure?
me: whyy?
yousef: because ana wrach b-starbucks  :)
me: aw ... yea ... about that ...
yousef: why do you have to lie mnera ??
me: le'anna etha gtlk bt39b w madrey shnu
yousef: alf mra agolch golely gabl la t6l3een
me: k.
yousef: lebsch thayej
me: huffff

i told bedor to leave and we did

when i was in the car
heading back home


*ring*
*ring*

my phone rang

i picked it up

me: hmm?
it was youseff

yousef started shouting at me

me: esma3 ana maknt abe aro7 starbucks bakheth my notebook men bdor rfejty w galat mlaqa emshay starbucks nghyr jaw lish chthy t3aqed elmwtho3

and we didn't stop arguing till we arrived home

yousef is my boyfriend
hes white skin, tall ,20 years old i knew him for 1 year
he gets angry bsr3a  wayed 7acher i don't love him i really don't bs mabe aheda w once i tried 

i had a fight with him w gtla khala9 we are over bs radle 



10 pm

i called m7amad
hes my boyfriend too :p
i'm crazyy about him 
hes not like yousef 
hade ,wayed yst7e ,hes not too tall and he has a good body

im gonna tell you shloun 3araft m7amd








before 2 or 3 years ago
knt badkhl 10
i saw him in khiran
he was in the beach with his friends
and i was with my cousins "y9eroly men b3ed"
they are nora , sara ,mona and aisha

sara: oh myy good bsr3a check out that guy
mona: ely wagef m3a his jet ?
sara: eeee ambeeeh eyaaneeeen
nora: ana 7ajzta
sara: la hes for me
mona: yuba nshof ohu ay wa7da yabe fena
sara: he'll choose me walla
nora: nshoof

let me tell you
sara loved him the most but me?
dshet the challenge bs chthy
ma 7ba i didnt even like him
sara wayed g6at 3omrha
7dhaa khafefa

he didnt care about her at all

while i was tweeting
knt ga3da bro7y
i heard a voice 
"sjlay"
shnu sajlay? mnu?
"wondering"

rf3t rase it was m7amd

he gave me his pin
i added him 
that time kan 3nde 2 bf
and m7md will be the 3
anyway

after that r7t el-chalet
elkl ga3ed 3la el6awla and they are eating lunch
g3dt with them ate my lunch

93dna fog to the girls room
me: girls bagolkom shay
mona: t7chay
me: mnu 36any pina?
sara: MNU?
me; m7mad
aisha: mnu m7amd
me: ely sara myta 3aleh
aisha: kelhom mayten 3aleh
sara: waaay ya7thch
me: hehehe

sara wayed te7tar meny bklshay

when i added him kan wayed ysolf w chthy
len serna couple 

b3dha b 1 week
sara zartny
and she asked me if we're together 
and i told her the truth 

kanat 7eeeil m7tra le drajat ena ma36tny wayh 6oul elyou bs maska her phone
before she left my house
m7amad called me


me; awh m7amd dag
sara: shely solfay w 7e6eh speaker bsma3 9ota

huff

i did what she want

maknt a7b m7amad kelish
3ogbha b1year ela 7betah
jad i looovvveee hiimmm

hadet kel ely akalemhom

w last year i knew yousef
so me&m7amd for 3 years
me&yousef for 1 year

about aisha 
she have 1 boyfriend 
his name is aziz 
hes 21 years old tall white mashallah jameel
7aail 3a9aby bs yabe yethawash
t3rfa from along time men gabel la yser 3ndha phone
the problem is aisha t7b aziz wayed
he loves her too
bs ohwa she3ey
so there is no chance between them
i don't know why ahlna chthhy bs what to do 

i told her gabel latklma bs masma3t klamy
and now she cant live a day without him
poor aisha

back to Saturday night
i talked to m7amd all night
till 12 am
and fell asleep


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