CHAPTER 4

my room's door was opened and it was



it was my father



dad: w ana shnu?

me: hhh haa shnuu??

dad: mnera 36eny your phone

me: why?
dad: cuz i said so

me: the reason is?

dad: 36eny telphoncch al7een

me: haw lish shnu el-sebab?

dad: bs

me: lazem fe sebab sh7ga btakhtha

dad: tradedeen b3d 36eny yah 3shan tet2adben w te7trmen nafsch

me: ana shsawet? 3shan 6ala3t khala9 many 6al3a hal weekend bs mala da3e takhth telphony im sorry

dad: 3a6eny







i didn't want to show my dad that im weak and i cant live without my phone  so i told him ok




dad: jahze w 76e bghorfty nzlay t7t ghada

me: maby akel

dad: bl6agaag





when he got out of my room i slammed the door behind him




i wrote in my pm "add me on my other phone pin:23****** and keep this one"





6ala3t my memory card and the Sim card
and put it in my old phone




accepted the add requests



and gave my dad the phone



how smart am i
and  i acted normally :D






i wanted to act mad at them bs i have to show them ena nothing will change the way i am





i'm stubborn btw
if i want something i get it whatever it will cost me to





the next day mom came to my room and kissed my checks and gave me my phone and she didn't know that dad took my phone ela now and she was sorry for that


i wonder its the first time my mother apologizes to me


i told her ena still im not forgiving them




8 pm

*doorknok *





dad: manour lebsay

me: why?

dad: entay lebsay


me: okay
i was happy
and thinking where are we going




i entered the car and i found abdulah and mom in the front



we arrived to salheya complex
i remembered ena daddy promised me to buy me a bag and a Cartier bracelets
and i bought
mama told me ina daddy is in a good mood

so i took the chance and bought everything

after that we ate dinner

and went back home at 11




day after day
i started my final's exams




and i graduated



bs nsbty wasn't very good so i only have to study at cba
so i did




in summer vacation of course we cant travel
3shan the collage





one day





mom: waleed khala9 7ajzna ba3ad 4 days ra7 aroou7

abdulaah: heeyyaaa wen bnroo7?

me: yumaa shluun bnsafer w tasjel eljam3a?

mom: mnu gal btsafron "laughing"




dad laughed too



abdullah: why are you laughing

mom: mara7 tsafron bs ana

me: haaa lisshh shma3na?

abdulah: yoma latsafren w tkhalena

mom: obokom m3akom

me: wen btro7en w m3a mnu?

mom: m3a khalatch el3omra 1 week w barj3

me: huff okaay :c




the day came

mama will now go to the airport 

i hugged her very tight and i cried

also abdullah

and she went

i texted her whatsapp



me: yuma a7bich

mom:
 انا بعد احبج

me: yummaa latro7een

mom:
 كلها اسبوع و راجعة

me: take care have a safe flight walla i will miss you i cant stop crying 7ta 3abod ga3d yabchy

mom:
انشاءالله ة لا تبجون ابوكم يايكم بالطريج هلا هلا باخوج خلج معاه لا تتاخرين اذا طلعتي يله مع السلامه احبكم



its the worst thing when my mother says "halla halla bokhuch"

i cry alot when i hear it

so i did i cried and hugged abdullah

i felt like she will never come back

i love her alot although what she did

even when she does somethings make me mad bs i know ena all of that 7g ma9l7tyy



me: inshallah :'( a7biiiiich



and shes off

it was 6pm



aisha came



aisha: waaay lish tabchoon tra abchyy al7een

me: 3washaa abe omyyy

aisha: latbcheen

i cried

aisha: khaleteny abchyy manoor baas

3abood 7abebyy latbchyy 5 ayam w trj3

abdullah: 1 week

aisha: ee its the same yalla emshaw

me: yalla

abdulah: ba6l3 m3akom

me:of course yalla lets go


we went out

had fun

and we arrived home at 11 pm

i stayed up all the night with abdullah till he slept

2 am

i slept


3 am


i woke-up 3la 9out music

and who is it?

you knoww


hufff and dadyy is back again


but this time makan ta7t he was in the living room next to the rooms
i was almost to go out for him to talk
i heard something












" halllaaa bel7uubbbb"









is it mama calling?














"ana ba3d a7bich"








yeey it mama




















" hahaha la msafra"












whatt?

















"wen ashofch "











 who is he talkinggg tooo?????


















"  ... a7bik gol mu fe3ell .... eee elyoum ...."




i cant hear more




i opened the door and went to the bathroom

the lights wore off so i guess my dad didn't notice me




i looked at my self in the mirror


" mnera your father is cheating on your mother"






" she did what nobody have ever done just for us she loves us she loved daddy"







"why he is doing this?"








"is there anything wrong with the wife he choose to continue his life with"











"f*ck him foug shena gwat 3ena"









" if he want to live his live carelessly why the hell did he get married"







" why did he make a family if hes not ready for it?"







......

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