chapter 6

someone entered my room





it was abdullah

abdlah: oboy yabech

me: ok im comin


i went to my father 


dad: 3bod 7beeby ro7 ghorfetek badel b7ache mnera shwy

abdulah: inshallah

and my bro left us alone 

dad: mnera

me: hmm?

dad: omech raj3a ba3ad cham youm

me: mm

dad: mu tgolen ely 9ar w t2alfen 3leha la t7renha w ohwa a9lan mafe shay ana gtlch e7na elrb3 n7achy ba3th chthy

me: okay but i know whats happening and you don't know how much i hate you now i never thought my dad chethy i ...

dad: GETLCH MAKU SHAY FEHMAY 3AD


me: ok



and went to my room

been along time  i didn't talk to yoyo nor m7amd so i decided to call m7amd bs he didn't pick it up so i called yousef

chatted with him all night long

*doorknok*

abdulah came

abdulah: manor mnu t7achen

me: 3washa

abdulah: abe a7acheha

me: hehe laa laa dshat el7mam

i closed the phone

me: 7bebyy khayef?

abdulah: abyy omyy

me: come here

i hugged him w khaleta ynam 3ndy this day


days passed ome rja3at w we took her from the airport 

at the night mammy and dad went out for dinner alone

y3ne romantic 

and she doesn't  know that her husband is cheating on her

she thinks that he loves her

i wish i can fix this

i wish i can find the perfect solution 

i wish my life gets better

i wish....




he doesn't even care 

he makes me wanna pull my hair out



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CHAPTER 5

i was talking to my self







"his mind is somewhere far away"







" i have to do something!"





"why be afraid?"





i decided to let him know that i know everything about him






i went to the living room


standing in front of him so brave 



dad: khala9 okaay salam

oh manor ga3da?


i wanted to say something


but i cant



i was thinking of mom if she found out




fear is chasing me
my eyes wore full of tears



i suddenly had a hard time breathing

i panicked


i fell on the floor crying like a baby

crying so loud



dad turned off the music and came to me


i don't want to see him i don't want to talk to him


dad: shfech tabcheen


he almost  hugged me


me: back off

dad: shfeech mnera?

me: i hate you GO AWAAY


i ran to my room

slammed the door behind me

and locked it

l kept screaming and crying

i held the pillow

and held it against my mouth

and yelled as hard as i could

i hugged my teddy bear

and told him everything

i don't care if he understood me

at least he stayed quiet

and listened to me when i talked


my eyes wore red 





"mneraaa b6aly elbab"






"mneerraaa khal afahmech"







"mneerraaa yalaaa"





it was my father




he cant say anything

i know whats happening i'm not kid anymore



i'm a woman i understand


i know, i feel, i think




but daddy thinks that im still his baby girl



suddenly



i don't know whats happening to me



i wiped my tears

took a breath



opened the door

and smiled at his face


he sat on my bed


dad: mnera 7bebtyy lish tabchen maku shay

me: who are you talking to?

dad: rfejy

me: oo mnu hatha?

dad: 9a7byy bu khalaf

me: chthy t7achy

dad: ee e7na n7achy ba3ath shfeech



he hugged me but i pushed him away and stood up


me: yuba 3balk ana lel7en yahel? im not a kid stop lying  i know it not your friend

dad: la yubaa shfech chthy "laughed" 

me: abe at2akad prove it

dad: shtabeny aswe?


i went to the living room and took his phone


came back to him


" unlock it"

i told him in loud voice with anger 


he unlocked his iphone and told me


dad: taben t7achena? "laughing"


me: ee?


6ala3 his number "بو خلف"


dad: yala degay


he was confident and gave me an evil smile



i knew that this num is not the girl

so i went to the "phone"

"recent calls"

and sheft akher mokalma

"خلف بو2"



catch ya



he saw what i did


and i called



he took the phone meny bsrrrr333aaa and he said



"laaa hatha yeftha7naa"
dad




me; you was talking to him mins ago!!

dad: la yuba shfeech laa




me: I HATE YOUU I HATE YOU !! YOU HAVE KIDS DAD WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS?

''shouting at him''


dad: mnera 7bebty ...

me: OUT ! NOW!!



he went out of my room

i locked my room's door

and cried again



its so hard for me to see something like that


why the hell my dad chthy?

why cant i be like my friends having a perfect family?

why am i not normal ?

why is this happening to me i wish i wasn't born

i wish i die

i wish i'm not mnera

i wish i have another family


i called khalty i'm so close with her shes just like my mother

i always find her when i need her shes always by my side 

shes not too old but she advices me listens to me understand me so i told her

she was shocked and calmed me down 

she said that she's coming to me

i told her that i will check on abdullah then wear my clothes w aro7 3ndaha i need her




i fell down


closed my eyes
and
breathed slowly



then i lied down on bed

talking to god

crying

hoping

asking for solution

i know that the only one who will help me

is my god

the only one who listen

the only one who i can be weak in front

god never let me down

i know what i'm getting through now bs everything will turn good
by time


i went to abdullah thanks god he was asleep

i woke him up

we changed our clothes


i went to daddy's room

he was sleeping

i took money from his wallet

then khalty called me


r7t ma3a

len 6 or 7 am

we ate breakfast out

chatted laughed

i had fun


at 12pm

i called dad



he didn't answered



i called 2 pm
he didn't pick it up



i called him at 5 , 7still


9 pm he called


i let abdullah talk to him


he told him ena 6l3na ma3a khalty







and we did





i saw him bl-living room

alone

abdullah ran to him and hugged him



but i went to my room





someone entered my room



it was ....


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CHAPTER 4

my room's door was opened and it was



it was my father



dad: w ana shnu?

me: hhh haa shnuu??

dad: mnera 36eny your phone

me: why?
dad: cuz i said so

me: the reason is?

dad: 36eny telphoncch al7een

me: haw lish shnu el-sebab?

dad: bs

me: lazem fe sebab sh7ga btakhtha

dad: tradedeen b3d 36eny yah 3shan tet2adben w te7trmen nafsch

me: ana shsawet? 3shan 6ala3t khala9 many 6al3a hal weekend bs mala da3e takhth telphony im sorry

dad: 3a6eny







i didn't want to show my dad that im weak and i cant live without my phone  so i told him ok




dad: jahze w 76e bghorfty nzlay t7t ghada

me: maby akel

dad: bl6agaag





when he got out of my room i slammed the door behind him




i wrote in my pm "add me on my other phone pin:23****** and keep this one"





6ala3t my memory card and the Sim card
and put it in my old phone




accepted the add requests



and gave my dad the phone



how smart am i
and  i acted normally :D






i wanted to act mad at them bs i have to show them ena nothing will change the way i am





i'm stubborn btw
if i want something i get it whatever it will cost me to





the next day mom came to my room and kissed my checks and gave me my phone and she didn't know that dad took my phone ela now and she was sorry for that


i wonder its the first time my mother apologizes to me


i told her ena still im not forgiving them




8 pm

*doorknok *





dad: manour lebsay

me: why?

dad: entay lebsay


me: okay
i was happy
and thinking where are we going




i entered the car and i found abdulah and mom in the front



we arrived to salheya complex
i remembered ena daddy promised me to buy me a bag and a Cartier bracelets
and i bought
mama told me ina daddy is in a good mood

so i took the chance and bought everything

after that we ate dinner

and went back home at 11




day after day
i started my final's exams




and i graduated



bs nsbty wasn't very good so i only have to study at cba
so i did




in summer vacation of course we cant travel
3shan the collage





one day





mom: waleed khala9 7ajzna ba3ad 4 days ra7 aroou7

abdulaah: heeyyaaa wen bnroo7?

me: yumaa shluun bnsafer w tasjel eljam3a?

mom: mnu gal btsafron "laughing"




dad laughed too



abdullah: why are you laughing

mom: mara7 tsafron bs ana

me: haaa lisshh shma3na?

abdulah: yoma latsafren w tkhalena

mom: obokom m3akom

me: wen btro7en w m3a mnu?

mom: m3a khalatch el3omra 1 week w barj3

me: huff okaay :c




the day came

mama will now go to the airport 

i hugged her very tight and i cried

also abdullah

and she went

i texted her whatsapp



me: yuma a7bich

mom:
 انا بعد احبج

me: yummaa latro7een

mom:
 كلها اسبوع و راجعة

me: take care have a safe flight walla i will miss you i cant stop crying 7ta 3abod ga3d yabchy

mom:
انشاءالله ة لا تبجون ابوكم يايكم بالطريج هلا هلا باخوج خلج معاه لا تتاخرين اذا طلعتي يله مع السلامه احبكم



its the worst thing when my mother says "halla halla bokhuch"

i cry alot when i hear it

so i did i cried and hugged abdullah

i felt like she will never come back

i love her alot although what she did

even when she does somethings make me mad bs i know ena all of that 7g ma9l7tyy



me: inshallah :'( a7biiiiich



and shes off

it was 6pm



aisha came



aisha: waaay lish tabchoon tra abchyy al7een

me: 3washaa abe omyyy

aisha: latbcheen

i cried

aisha: khaleteny abchyy manoor baas

3abood 7abebyy latbchyy 5 ayam w trj3

abdullah: 1 week

aisha: ee its the same yalla emshaw

me: yalla

abdulah: ba6l3 m3akom

me:of course yalla lets go


we went out

had fun

and we arrived home at 11 pm

i stayed up all the night with abdullah till he slept

2 am

i slept


3 am


i woke-up 3la 9out music

and who is it?

you knoww


hufff and dadyy is back again


but this time makan ta7t he was in the living room next to the rooms
i was almost to go out for him to talk
i heard something












" halllaaa bel7uubbbb"









is it mama calling?














"ana ba3d a7bich"








yeey it mama




















" hahaha la msafra"












whatt?

















"wen ashofch "











 who is he talkinggg tooo?????


















"  ... a7bik gol mu fe3ell .... eee elyoum ...."




i cant hear more




i opened the door and went to the bathroom

the lights wore off so i guess my dad didn't notice me




i looked at my self in the mirror


" mnera your father is cheating on your mother"






" she did what nobody have ever done just for us she loves us she loved daddy"







"why he is doing this?"








"is there anything wrong with the wife he choose to continue his life with"











"f*ck him foug shena gwat 3ena"









" if he want to live his live carelessly why the hell did he get married"







" why did he make a family if hes not ready for it?"







......

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CHAPTER 3

hello there i want to tell you that this story is true bs i added a lot of things so no one can know the true characters 
enjoy it



Saturday passed normally 
nothing happened 

i was about to sleep at 10 pm

but yousef called me

he was chatting
and i told him i need to sleep
but he skipped what i said and kept going on and on and on




12 am




yousef: manourr


.....


yousef: manooraa ? mnera?? manorr? nemtay
 then he closed the phone
















2 am




i woke-up because of a very annoying voice



someone was singing ....



i wonder whats going on  ...

i went to see what was that

el9out yay men ta7t
music was playing

i went downstairs

i saw my dad
alone in the living room

7a6 wansa tv w singing with them

i didn't talked to him

rdet fog my room

trying to sleep

my dad didn't stop singing 

and the music was so loud

hufff what to do?

i kept trying

and trying

to sleep

but i really cant







athan elfayer
gemt 9alet

then i tried again

but my dad was 7aaaail moz3jjj
reallyb i couldn't






suddenly

everything was quiet no music no voice

when i just closed my eyes



munera





"munera


.......




wake-up



.......




yalla madrasa"

me: maneeemt 

yalla gome madrasaaa

me: uff inzain khala9 okaaay

i went to school sleepless and it all of my dad !
at the middle of the day 
i was very tired

i called my dad so i can go home

but he didn't answer his phone

 i called my mamy's phone she couldn't come

so i just have to wait till the end of the school



when i went back home

i directly went to my room and slept

when i woke-up at 7 pm

i checked my phone

15 miss call from both of yousef and m7amd

,bbm everyone ping-ed me specially yoyo and m7md

i replied them all

half hour later

 i went down to eat lunch/dinner 
watched tv

dad: manour elyoum daga 3aley w entay belmdresa?

me: yea kent abek t6al3ne

dad:  3sa mashr?

me: la knt mu nayma 3adel

dad: lish yuba?

me: le'anna ams kent sahran

dad: ana as'har entay ts'hren m3ay?

me: la enta m6wel 3al music w you sang b3ad so i couldn't sleep

my dad laughed and changed the subject bsr3a

the i went to my rooom studying

i finished at 11

slept till 2 am

and i woke-up 2 :)





3la shnu?
3ala my parents shouting !





























































i went out to see whats happening
and my parents 
were having fight i don't know why

their voices wore soo LOUD

i felt that someone is coming out so i tried to hide

i saw my dad he was very angry
and mom shouted

he went downstairs 
and slept there


i went to mom


mom: shtabee??

me: yuma ana mnera

mom: ahh..... shfech 7abebty shmga3dech hal7aza?

me: your fight

my heart was beating fast

mom: la maku shay la tkhafen

me: mom whats going on?

mom: nothing

me: your fight woke me up!

mom: 7ebty manor latkhafen 3ade its just a mess-understanding we'll be okay by tomorrow

she hugged me

mom: yalla go to sleep

me: ok t9b7en 3la khair
mom: wentay men ahlaah

6la3t men mama's room

to my room 


but i didn't sleep

i was thinking what was the reason that made my parents had a fight for 





...





Tuesday

happened the same thing
daddy sahran down , alone

3a9abt 7ail y3ne he knows ena the last time i couldn't sleep!!

i went to mom

me: mom?

mom: halla?

me: hufff i can't sleep !!

mom: ur dad?

me: yes

mom: "laughed

me: mom i feel like dad is drunk, don't you?

mom: *laughing* laa what made you think like that

me: uh mom come one ! he's just like what we watch in tv and what that thing he drink etha sehar

mom: laa don't think that way..

me: tawa i talked to him i told him i can't sleep

mom: shgal?

me: gaal "oouu manoorr ga3daa ?" gtla "yuba ez3aj i need to sleep"

he laughed and skipped me..


mom: *laughed* 

mom: mnera la tgolen chthy 3an oboch yala go to sleep
me: hufff okk

i didn't go to sleep 

when i went to my room before i close the door 
shft my mother ray7a ta7t 7g dad

i followed her i have to know what will happen

and 
i saw everything! ...


mom: waleed ! "shouting"

dad: haa ?
mom: shnu hatha? "hold that bottle"

dad: cham mara agolch?

mom: waleed mnera shaka feek

"me: shitt laa why u said thaaaat"

dad: lish inshallah  w b-shnu?

mom: tgole shfe oboy chthy yt7acha chena drunk? waleed!!

dad: sm3enyyyy golelha hatheech mneroo la tchthb 3alech mnera chthaba
ana lama as'har chthy ta3ban shfekom entaw chthy?

mom; waled shfek you're talking about your own daughter?

dad: g3eday ge3day sm3ay hal ghnya a7bha

he turned the song louderrr


and i went up to my room thinking  


" i'm sure !! 100% ay shy tired chena drunk and what he's drinking?
mom had fight with him because of what i said !!
y3ne ome tadre ena dad drink those things

waay3  i hate him as hell y3ne you're married and you has kids ?"

till i fell asleep


manoooorrr
manoooor gomaaaay
manoooor

 "whispering"





me: HAAA???

abdulah: yala wake-up

me: huff sa3a cham lish labes bjama elbes ur school clothes

abdallah: bngheeb

me: inzain why are you whispering  t7acha lish khayef?

abdulah: 3shan ome w oboy maygomonw nro7 elschoolo

me: lish naymen?

abdulah: omy nayma r7t bag3dha chan oboy ygole la tg3dha khalha nayma w oboy al7en nayem

me: ok, out

abdullah: uff a9lan i'm going to my room anyway 

me: aah come here

i gave him a hug

me: you know that i love you!

abdullah: me too
he went out of my room


i opened my phone and its 8 am

i called aisha

me: 3waash

aisha: hallaa

me: btdawmen elyoum

aisha: ee?

me: latdawmen ana bagheb

aisha: la mgdr awalt ams sa7abt 3aldwam w el-esbo3 ely 6af khathet ejaza

me: tukfa matben ntrayag barra? 7mday rabech ghebt

aisha: la sorry manor magdr

me: uf malat 3alech bye

aisha: "laughed" bye

5 min later

*ring*

i picked my phone while i was in the bathroom 



"yalla lebsay i'm comin' "


me: yeeeey a7bch 3awaash wallaa

aisha: hahaha yalla khal9ay

we went out to have breakfast

and came back home around 3

when i entered the house

my dad and mom wore waiting for me

mom gave me that look " :) "

mom: wen kentay?

me: amm ..... 6ala3t m3a 3wash

dad: esta2thantay men mnu?

me: kentaw naymeen

dad: kalamyy wathee7 esta2thantay men mnuuu??

me: m7d

mom: e7na mu gaylenlich maku 6al3a men elbait ela etha est2thntay wen ga3den e7na? t6l3en men el9b7 till now madgetay tgolen yuma ana 6al3a ? and your phone 6afe

me: asfa

dad: ro7ay ghorfetch maku 6al3a hal-weekend youre grounded

me: ambeeee shd3wa don't over react  ...

dad: ro7aay foog la tradedeen maku 6al3a its over



i went to my room

told aisha about that

 
and talked to my self saying

" waaayy333 i haatee my lifee i hate everything f*ck my parents f*ck everything"

"uh how much i hate my mum !! and dad ..."

my room's door opened 
it was

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chapter 2

guys i don't mean that all the Kuwaiti's girls are players 
and i don't mean that this kind of girls is only in kuwait :)






back to Saturday night
i talked to m7amd all night
till 12 am
and fell asleep

i told bedor and my other friends about it

the week passed too fast



its weekend
at 6 pm

*phone-ring*

i picked it up
its sara

me: heey sara
sara: lish matrden 3ley bbm
me: my phone fog bghorfty
sara: okay anyway 3la ween elyoum?
me: hmm.... 360?
sara: umm.... okaay btwa3den m7amad?
me: la
sara: lish ? shd3wa khanshofa?
me: shtaben feeh ?
sara: bshofa y3ne shbe feeh?
me: uff okaaay
sara: yla shway w amerch
me: ok bbye
sara: bye


i dressed up 
put make-up
and i told m7amd
and he was thinking why would sara want to see him
and i heard pings
so nzlt and i found sara with nura

we went to 360
g3dna b-cacao
me , sara and nora

who's next to us?
m7amd and his friends

sara mashalt 3enha 3an m7amd

m7amd: manor
me: hala?
m7amd: shfeha ely yamch chthy tkhz?
me: hathy sara ely mayta 3alik
m7amd: ahaa wayed a9adefha 
me: mm

i put my phone on the table 
mins later

nura: manor fe a7d dag 3lech
me: okkaay

i took my phone
picked it up

me: haaaallllaaaa???
yousef: shfee omech?
me: yoyo shfeek?
yousef: first la tgolen "yoyo"
second shfech entay wely yamch tkhzon hal9baay??
me: ay 9bay ?
yousef: ely jdamkom bel6awla
me: hathak?
yousef: ee hathak :)
me: hatha boyfriend saruu
yousef: inzain entay shaku tkhzena?
me: galtly shofay my bf -.-
yousef: okay bsch khaz :)
me: inshallah anything else?
yusef: lat6wlen w etha khl9tay t3alay m3ay el-car
me: la maby omy m3ana hny b360
yousef: huff okaay
me: bye



i closed the phone before he replies

PING!!!

PING!!!

PING!!!

PING!!!

me: what :'(??
m7amd: mnu t7achen?
me: mama :D
m7amd: lish tkhzen hathech el6awla kelha 9byan
me: sorry bs mshbha 3la wa7ed chena my cousin
m7amd: tet7chayn bel phone w t6al3enhom ?
me: huffff shqa9dek?
m7amd: hmm nothing





sara: shelsafa "laughing"
me: yousef gale shfech u and sara tkhzon hathak el9bay
nuru: uf chakech
sara: shgeltay?
me: gtla enna hatha your bf w gltely shofy
sara: waay yaret 9ij

i gave her a look

sara: atghashmar shfeech?
me: elmohem galy emshay my car w ana maby gtla ome m3anabl-mall galy ok w m7amd galy lish tkhzen hthech el6awla kelha shabbab w te7achen mnu
nuru: uff ham hatha chakch
me: gtla a7achy ome w hathech el6awla mshbha 3la wa7ed menhom ena my cousin 


while chatting me and my cousins
nuru: huff male khlg the final exams
me: walla anaa!!
sara: hahaha ana ma3ndee
me: lucky you





the next day
friday:

kan 3ndna zwara
so all my cousins eb-baitna

after lunch
kna ga3den ana w sara w aisha w nura in my room

w nsolf about random stuff


nurra: manour golele salft 3esso
me: hmm.... shagol "laugh"
nura: shloun t3rfty 3leh?
me: 3essa cousin 3wash
obu 3washa kan byakhthom byerdhom elbait w 3essa kan m3ah chan ana a6l3la gtla khaly 3ady 3wash tnam hny eb-bait mama shrefa "mama's grandma"
w 3essa shafny w en3jab feny 7zatha kent 9ghera w ma3nde hal sowalf
3ogbha 3essa lma shaf 3wash bl-zwara beda ysa2elha 3any w galha ena y7bny
3wash galtly kelshay bs knt agolha laa ana ma3ndy hal swalf w akhaf w madrey shnu
b3den g3dt afaker ... ohwa y7bny w ana bdet a7ba
mrat el-ayam
w 3rft eny 7beettaaah chan agol 7g 3wash eny a7ba
el7mara 3balha gtlha ro7ay golela
w ana maknt abe yadre
w ra7t w galtla
w b3den kalmny
w 9art wayed swalf m3ah

nura: shnu elsowalf
me: lma bdet akalem m7amd w 7beta maknt abeh la 3essa wala elthany fa hdethom
bs 3esso 7anach
ma adre shloun we9ala khabar eny akalem m7amd
ambeeeh kan maynon ra7le elkhiran
w gam y9arekh ygol wala athba7a

nura; la mu men9ijch
me; walla w kent 7ail khayfa 3la m7amd
sara; ee tethakrt lama y9arekh chan tkhgenha w geltay 7g omech
me: kent 7ail khayfa shaswe ya3ne?
nura: kamlay
me: ome ra7t 7acheta madry sh2alefat 3aleh
nura: sh9ar feha omech
me: yatny tabche w 6agtny w khathat my phone
nura: 3ayal matdre 3anch al7een?
me: la akeed matdre
nura: shlon radat ur phone
me: sa7ltha w gtlha ma a3edha
nura: ahaa , ambeeh way3 3esa maynon
aisha: 7ram manor 7abch 7aail
me: ouuh tra ouhwa mu 9a7y yabe ynt7r 3bala baredla 3aysha khala9 ma7ebah a7ib m7amd khalynsany
aisha: nsach! w ykalem ghayrch 
me: mm good
aisha: shfech nafstay?
me: ha? la wla shay bs kel ma atthkra akte2eb
aisha: way shd3wa?

i left my room

nura: awch kl hatha le'anna tethakrta?
aisha: baro7 achofha

aisha came to me we wore alone in the hall upstairs and everyone was down

aisha: manor shfech?
me: 3wash ma7b 3essa bs madry lish e7tareet ena yklm
aisha: y3ne tabena bs yg3ad ytthkrch w entay ma tdren 3an hawa darah la w tkhoonena ba3ad?
manor: la bs madry lish 39abt madryy

i guess you all think that im  bitchyy
but you will find out why ...

my first boyfriend was 3essa 
3ogbha i had a boy as friend but i don't want to mention him its not important to
then i knew m7amd

and i loved him love i have never loved a person that much

but im not faithful i cheat on him with yousef

i want to breake-up with him but if i did he wont leave me

as what he said:
" 3balich etha hadetch bakhlech tethaneen no sweetie ra7 akoon warach waraaah"
hes crazy




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chapter 1

hey everyone,
i miss blogging and i miss all of you
so this is my new story i hope you like it




let me introduce my self

my name is munnera I'm 17 years old , white skin short black hair , I'm tall
senior in high-school
i have 1 brother 3 years old


my best friend is my cousin aisha
shes older than me 19 years old tanned skin long black hair she has 2 big brothers
i don't have any sisters also  aisha so we are just like sisters







Friday ,12 am :

my phone rang

me: aww omy daga 9kray el-music

aisha turned off the music

i picked up the phone
me: halla yuma
mom: munera?
me: 3younha
mom: cham elsa3a?
me: amm madreeyyy
12
mom: muta nawya trj3en entay w 3aysha 
me: tra z7ma w elshware3 wagfa wala e7na men zman 6al3een
mom: golay 7g 3aysha ena omha rdat el-bait m39ba 3leha wayed 6wltaw rj3aw gbl la eye obuuch
me: inshallah 

phone call ended 

aisha: manor tukfa shofay wayeh ely yamech
me: adre jekar mara7 altefet
aisha: maskeen yabeech
me: emshaaaaay

laughing

we finally reached my house
kan mu z7ma it was just an excuse 

my dad rja3 gable bs he didn't say a word
r7t my room and aisha namat 3endy



the next day
Saturday

i woke-up at 1 pm and i didn't find aisha she left 
i went to the bathroom ate my breakfast 


at 3 pm :

my tutor came for 2 hours 
after my tutor left 

i spend a 1 hour on my phone chatting and blah blah blah...

6pm i ate lunch

then i went with my driver to pick up my notebook from my friends house
her name is bedor
i told her ena n6l3 shway and her parents wore okay with it

we went to starbucks nuzha
g3dna shway

PING!!!

PING!!!

PING!!!

PING!!!

me: haaaa
yousef: weinch?
me:home
yousef: mm sure?
me: whyy?
yousef: because ana wrach b-starbucks  :)
me: aw ... yea ... about that ...
yousef: why do you have to lie mnera ??
me: le'anna etha gtlk bt39b w madrey shnu
yousef: alf mra agolch golely gabl la t6l3een
me: k.
yousef: lebsch thayej
me: huffff

i told bedor to leave and we did

when i was in the car
heading back home


*ring*
*ring*

my phone rang

i picked it up

me: hmm?
it was youseff

yousef started shouting at me

me: esma3 ana maknt abe aro7 starbucks bakheth my notebook men bdor rfejty w galat mlaqa emshay starbucks nghyr jaw lish chthy t3aqed elmwtho3

and we didn't stop arguing till we arrived home

yousef is my boyfriend
hes white skin, tall ,20 years old i knew him for 1 year
he gets angry bsr3a  wayed 7acher i don't love him i really don't bs mabe aheda w once i tried 

i had a fight with him w gtla khala9 we are over bs radle 



10 pm

i called m7amad
hes my boyfriend too :p
i'm crazyy about him 
hes not like yousef 
hade ,wayed yst7e ,hes not too tall and he has a good body

im gonna tell you shloun 3araft m7amd








before 2 or 3 years ago
knt badkhl 10
i saw him in khiran
he was in the beach with his friends
and i was with my cousins "y9eroly men b3ed"
they are nora , sara ,mona and aisha

sara: oh myy good bsr3a check out that guy
mona: ely wagef m3a his jet ?
sara: eeee ambeeeh eyaaneeeen
nora: ana 7ajzta
sara: la hes for me
mona: yuba nshof ohu ay wa7da yabe fena
sara: he'll choose me walla
nora: nshoof

let me tell you
sara loved him the most but me?
dshet the challenge bs chthy
ma 7ba i didnt even like him
sara wayed g6at 3omrha
7dhaa khafefa

he didnt care about her at all

while i was tweeting
knt ga3da bro7y
i heard a voice 
"sjlay"
shnu sajlay? mnu?
"wondering"

rf3t rase it was m7amd

he gave me his pin
i added him 
that time kan 3nde 2 bf
and m7md will be the 3
anyway

after that r7t el-chalet
elkl ga3ed 3la el6awla and they are eating lunch
g3dt with them ate my lunch

93dna fog to the girls room
me: girls bagolkom shay
mona: t7chay
me: mnu 36any pina?
sara: MNU?
me; m7mad
aisha: mnu m7amd
me: ely sara myta 3aleh
aisha: kelhom mayten 3aleh
sara: waaay ya7thch
me: hehehe

sara wayed te7tar meny bklshay

when i added him kan wayed ysolf w chthy
len serna couple 

b3dha b 1 week
sara zartny
and she asked me if we're together 
and i told her the truth 

kanat 7eeeil m7tra le drajat ena ma36tny wayh 6oul elyou bs maska her phone
before she left my house
m7amad called me


me; awh m7amd dag
sara: shely solfay w 7e6eh speaker bsma3 9ota

huff

i did what she want

maknt a7b m7amad kelish
3ogbha b1year ela 7betah
jad i looovvveee hiimmm

hadet kel ely akalemhom

w last year i knew yousef
so me&m7amd for 3 years
me&yousef for 1 year

about aisha 
she have 1 boyfriend 
his name is aziz 
hes 21 years old tall white mashallah jameel
7aail 3a9aby bs yabe yethawash
t3rfa from along time men gabel la yser 3ndha phone
the problem is aisha t7b aziz wayed
he loves her too
bs ohwa she3ey
so there is no chance between them
i don't know why ahlna chthhy bs what to do 

i told her gabel latklma bs masma3t klamy
and now she cant live a day without him
poor aisha

back to Saturday night
i talked to m7amd all night
till 12 am
and fell asleep


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